Well I have decided to focus on learning. I am off work for now, which is a huge risk that I am not comfortable with, but it is something that needs to be done. Moving into new areas of IT and updating skills on the front end. The last couple of years opened my eyes to some parts of my life I am not happy with so I am correcting. Also there are some parts of my career that have been neglected. These were partially re-enforced by the last few jobs and some personal challenges.
So off to learn.